God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change; courage to change the things I can; and wisdom to know the difference.
Living one day at a time; Enjoying one moment at a time; Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace; Taking, as He did, this sinful world as it is, not as I would have it; Trusting that He will make all things right if I surrender to His Will; That I may be reasonably happy in this life and supremely happy with Him Forever in the next. Amen.
--Reinhold Niebuhr
"Friendship is the hardest thing in the world to explain. It's not something you learn in school. But, if you haven't learned the meaning of friendship, you really haven't learned anything."
---Muhammad Ali

"We are driven to create at this deep wordless level of the soul because we are all fashioned in the image of a God who is an Artist." - Michael Card, Scribbling in the Sand.

Saturday, June 02, 2007

Wow I got behind again. I've been working on some new layouts and several things for ebay. I should be cleaning house right now but decided to get some quality computer time before I started.

I finished cleaning up the spare bedroom last night and also did 2 loads of clothes. I would like to run up to Lancaster or Columbus and try to find a new bedspread for my room since I moved mine to the spare room. I may still do that shoot house can wait right!

Sabrina is getting closer every day to being a mommy! It really doesn't seem possible I can't wait to see Mikaela. Since I don't get to see even pictures of Londyn I guess I'll spoil Mikaela instead.

I just pray that Wes discovers that blood is thicker and that he will need his family. He's seem to have cut us all off! I still love him with all my heart but it sure hurts to have him acting this way. We have always been extremely close I hope he knows that I'm here if he needs me. I guess eventually if he needs something or support he will come around. I guess we have all had to grow up and come to the realization that you need your own family no matter what.

Mom is having a hard time with not seeing pictures and hearing from Wes. I can deal with it but it's really bothering her. She just keeps saying I hope I get to see that baby before I die. She has been a little mobid lately with this. I think she's hurting so bad that it's causing her to talk. I know that she's upset that Wes doesn't love her enough to call and send pictures. I know he does but I think he is trying to figure out everything.

Wes if you happen to read this or Jenna if you do which I know you read regularly at least email grandma some full size pictures of Londyn so she can print them off and have them. She is hurting and it's not fair to hurt her when you are mad at me.

2 comments:

alli_scraps said...

Jane so sorry to hear that you have not been able to see photos of your new little granddaughter! I hope Wes sees the light soon!

Anonymous said...

i know how much not seeing her must kill you. I hope things can go better soon so she can know her family.
Michelle